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Can Fiction be Devotional?

I’ve started a new reading regimen for my devotional routine.  It entails reading a chapter a day from five books.  So this is what I am currently reading.

  • Bible: The book of Jeremiah
  • Third Dawn by Bodie and Brock Thoene
  • Till We Have Faces by C.S. Lewis
  • Blue Like Jazz by Donald Miller
  • The Person and Work of the Holy Spirit By R. A. Torrey

I guess the interesting thing is that several of these are fiction.  Christian Fiction and Inspirational Fiction, but nonetheless fiction.  One is more Theology.  Then the other is the Bible.  But I was talking to my friend, Mark, who asked why I was reading fiction as part of my daily devotions.

So, Can Fiction be Devotional?

My answer is obviously yes.  Jesus used parables (stories) to illustrate the concepts of the word of God.  One of my personal greatest joys in life is reading fiction.  So doing something I really enjoy, not just like, is in a sense a part of my devotional life.  Donald Miller in Blue Like Jazz actually illustrates this point in my reading today somewhere in chapter three.  He relates that story resonates with the Human condition because we are in a story.  We have a setting, a place where we live.  We have other characters, people we know, work with and play with, dislike and love.  There is a conflict, that fact that we are a fallen creation of God and He is working to redeem us.  The climax is the ultimate decision that we must make.  The resolution is that we can be restored or that God is indeed just.

Fiction also causes us to think outside ourselves.  One of my favorite books was written by author Stephen Lawhead, called Byzantium.  He relates a story of Aidan, a monk chosen to go on pilgrimage.  A journey that he sees in a dream will ultimately lead to his death.  He goes and faces all kinds of different situations.  The monks are attacked by Sea Wolves (danish pirates) and he is made a slave.  He endures slavery, is freed, then is attacked by Arabs and falls in love with a Arabian princess only to lose her when he abandons his faith.  He frees his fellow monks from being slaves in the silver mines and ultimately finishes his quest to appear before the emperor of Rome to find that his pilgrimage was in vain and that Rome is full of spies, speculation and Roman turmoil.  He eventually returns back to the monastery a broken man, without his faith.  But we find out that it was not all in vain.  The Danish Sea Wolves who attacked him and his friends have become friends and followers of the faith Aidan once boldly proclaimed while a slave with them.  He returns to where he once was a slave to become a priest, and eventually dies in Byzantium as a Bishop of the church fulfilling the dream that he would die there.  But he dies a content old man rather than a victim of a red martyrdom, a pilgrimage gone awry.

I think that the greatest benefit of fiction for my spiritual life is that in fiction I can live a life of someone else and learn the thoughts behind decisions that end for the good or the bad.  In doing so, I gain a greater understanding of my own motives and begin to see the story that exists underneath the surface of my own life and the greater story that I too am a part of.

Fatherhood & God

Sitting on the edge of having my own little one here, I am obviously thinking about fatherhood.  What does it really mean to be a father?  I know I had a great father growing up.  He loved me, cared for me and spurred me on in my interests even if they were not his own.  I had a better heavenly father though.  A Father who redeemed me when I didn’t deserve it.

Sitting in the birthing suite listening to the heartbeat of my son who I will get to meet tomorrow morning, I am overwhelmed.

“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,
before you were born I set you apart;
I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.”

Jeremiah 1:5

Becca is trying to get comfortable so she can sleep.  I am not sure I’ll be able to.  I am a bit excited.  Listening to his heartbeat is calming, but makes it all the more surreal that I am sitting here in the birthing suite waiting on him to be here.

I am beginning to see what God feels for us.  Even now, I know I would do anything for Aidan.  How much more God would do/has done for us.

Some things I am feeling right now.  Overwhelmed.  Proud.  Happy.  Scared, but not fearful, creative, inspired and there is a bit of a melancholic atmosphere in my spirit.  The music of Bebo Norman and like artists fits right now.  I am not sure why.

Above all, I feel worshipful of a God who would bless us with this little one.  Dang it, I am starting to cry listening to “Holy is the Lord” by Chris Tomlin.


Set Free

Freedom is one of those words that semantics really doesn’t capture.  The actions of those who died for it come close but still fall short.  I’ve been struggling in my calling as of late.  I still am called to ministry, but it’s shaping up to be a different kind of ministry the more I search God out.  I wrote a post yesterday called “help….” and today the verse of the day from Bible Gateway is the following:

Psalm 118:5-6

“In my anguish I cried to the LORD, and he answered by setting me free. The LORD is with me; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?”

What a hope!  Freedom.  Once you even catch a glimpse of freedom, you are inexorably drawn toward acquiring it for yourself fully.  Celtic mythology talks about the white stag as a messenger from the otherworld that if you catch it, will grant you a boon.  Unfortunately, the stag has an amazing ability to also evade capture.

While we often run after this “Stag” called freedom, it’s when we finally give up and cry out to God in our anguish that we are rewarded with the freedom we so ardently seek.

In our moment of deepest distress we are rewarded with the prize we sought.  Maybe those kinds of prayers get answered more frequently only because we can’t run anymore.  It really is beyond our strength.  If we only would have recognized it earlier.